sofia karlsson

I really need to talk with you
I keep stepping on the vein that keeps my lifeline flowing through
I wanna be your perfect stick of glue
But I don't feel perfect at all
Sad and insecure, flawed

I find it hard to hold conversations
I get sweaty and I wanna walk away
No, it's not you, it's strictly me in this situation
But I'm wondering will it ever go away?
Just go away, still

Sometimes I feel like weeping 
Awake and when I'm sleeping
Perfecting how to put a game face on
And this puzzel I've been keeping
Has been in hiding, creeping out the closet door
Spilling out onto the floor
How long will I be picking up pieces?
How long will I be picking up my heart?

Listen, I'll be as honest as I feel
I feel like I'm getting more paranoid
'Cause I'm hearing things and they never turn out real
It feels like my heart is made of pure steel
It just feels so heavy all the time
I'm scared of death, I'm scared of living
Shit, I gave up on the past 'cause it's unforgiving
I misplaced my trust
I watch my world begin to rust
I'm that balloon about to bust
I need a place for reliving, still